點醒?

我有秘密~不跟你說 說:

                                        我想跟你說加油



GO thinking~            Has lost own direction 說:

                                        謝謝



我有秘密~不跟你說 說:

                                        我是看ㄌ你ㄉ網誌

                                        覺得自己很自私

                                        可是也覺得你很可惡

                                        你真ㄉ讓我很想把你殺了



GO thinking~            Has lost own direction 說:

                                        我錯亂了

                                        不懂為什麼我的網誌會讓妳覺得自己自私

                                        也不知道為什麼會讓妳想殺害我



我有秘密~不跟你說 說:

                                         或許不是自私

                                        是自己很可惡

                                        反正有種對不起你的感覺

                                        可是又覺得你真的很可惡



GO thinking~            Has lost own direction 說:

                                        為什麼？



我有秘密~不跟你說 說:

                                        只是覺得最近對你

                                        我都覺得你真的既可恨又可年

                                        或是我就是個雙重標準八

                                        我也不知道

                                        我說不出那種感覺



GO thinking~            Has lost own direction 說:

                                        是我變笨了還是妳的化太深奧



我有秘密~不跟你說 說:

                                        也許在之前我也成跟你提過

                                        我的話真的很難懂



                                        我真的不喜歡最近的你

                                        或者說

                                        我不喜歡你跟他吵架十

                                        的那種不開心



GO thinking~            Has lost own direction 說:

                                        不用妳說

                                        我自己也不喜歡最近的我

                                        甚至

                                        討厭一直以來的我

                                        已經不是吵架了

                                        我只是沒有辦法諒解



我有秘密~不跟你說 說:

                                        我是說你自從跟他吵架後的你

                                        我喜歡很開心的你



GO thinking~            Has lost own direction 說:

                                        大家都喜歡開開心心的樣子

                                        但我很盡力表現出我很開心的樣子了



我有秘密~不跟你說 說:

                                        不是這樣的

                                        我是覺得你真的很不開心

                                        或許你ㄉ本質是那樣

                                        或許你淺常憂鬱

                                        或許現在的我

                                        你也不喜歡

                                        因為我覺得我再接你昌八

                                        我喜歡剛開學的你

                                        那時的你因為有目標

                                        而想努力

                                        我喜歡那時的你

                                        一種為他努力的理由

                                        一種目標

                                        我會喜歡那時

                                        你有你ㄉ魅力



GO thinking~            Has lost own direction 說:

                                        瘡疤是還好

                                        我想我現在

                                        真的需要有人打我打醒



我有秘密~不跟你說 說:

                                        對不起拉

                                        只是不跟你說

                                        我不想看你不開心

                                        我要看到你那種努力ㄉ樣子



GO thinking~            Has lost own direction 說:

                                        最近

                                        真的

                                        找不到心

                                        至從那天起

                                        我開始懷疑

                                        用心

                                        真的對嗎？



我有秘密~不跟你說 說:

                                        人生不就如此

                                        你何不開開心的過



GO thinking~            Has lost own direction 說:

                                        把自己推入最低潮

                                        看自己能不能熬過

                                        也許我做錯了

                                        或方向不對

                                        但我動機很簡單

                                        我只是想藉著

                                        更大的痛苦

                                        來讓原本的傷痛感減低



我有秘密~不跟你說 說:

                                        我認為你只是讓自己　

                                        更疲憊

                                        更沒心思去想你想做什麼