只是想要說說話

不知道是不是大家都會有這種感覺，



一種想要說話的感覺，



沒有什麼特別的意義，



也沒有任何特別的目的，



說說話，就純粹只是說說話!



但直到這幾天，



我才發現，有時候連只是想要純粹說說話都好難!



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好友加加減減也不下一兩百人，

                                                                               

但真正能聊天的...似乎不會超過十個!

                                                                               

我因此感到迷惘，這些"好友"真的算是好友嗎?

                                                                               

有些人會看我的網誌，

                                                                               

我曾PO過一篇很簡短的文，

                                                                               

"相識滿天下...... 知心有幾人......?              ...0"

                                                                               

有人回應，

                                                                               

其實他們都在，知心的，要算他們一份!

                                                                               

我不否認，

                                                                               

他們真的可以讓我說出真正的感覺...

                                                                               

我所謂的他們...共有...兩名!

                                                                               

很大的落差吧!

                                                                               

通訊軟體裡的好友...與真正關心我的...

                                                                               

差距真大!

                                                                               

我陷入迷惘...如果我想要說說話，

                                                                               

對象會是誰?

                                                                               

看似很簡單的問題...一時之間...變難了!

                                                                               

綜合以上總總的迷思...

                                                                               

我想問...

                                                                               

所謂"好朋友"的定義是指....?